Boredom Kills Me Inside

Hi y'all

It's been a loong time I haven't write [even I know no one read my posts]. It's been a weird week you know, I was back to my dorm and do a lot of things that make me boring like playing games. Well, I always try to find a free time to rest, but do you know what I git? NOTHING as NOTHING. Dang it people.

So, I'm home right now, which is why the boredom level is just keeping up and up. First, my mum is going to give me 500k on Saturday and then she said she forgot and then in Sunday she said that she didn't give me the money because she's afraid if I will go shopping instead go for a crams school, that means she didn't trust me AT ALL. Can you believe it? I've tries to be a good boy and then she just flip it out like hell. But, the shit is still happens. She said that I can go to buy movies on afternoon and what did happen?? She still didn't give me the money and she said, "it's noon, maybe tomorrow will do." Holly shit. I can't believe it, I mean, this is weekend and it's very rare for me to have a free time like now. Sweet niblets. I've planed for my weekend like the days before, but turns out my beautiful plan into something horrible and I regret to back home, why am I don't stay at dorm??????
Why did she do this to me? I don't understand. I'm so FUCKIN DAMMIT BORIIIIINNNNGGGGGG.
Weekend it have ti be like a paradise right? Not living up hell.
I'm in misery. But still, I can't believe it why my mum did this to me??????

I feels like I wanna cry and I wanna scream you know, like hell.

XOXO

LOVE or WHATEVER

Pacaran, merupakan hal umum dan di gemari oleh banyak remaja di dubia, apa bedanya? Well, apabila di negara barat pacaran dan berhubungan intim itu sudah biasa, tetapi di Indonesia hal itu mungkin akan segera menjadi sesuatu yang lumrah. Bukankah ironis? Remaja sudah melakukan hubungan intim, konyol memang, tapi itulah Indonesia. No one to blame rite?

Guys, jika kita ingin melakukan hubungan intim, berpikirlah terlebih dahulu! Kenapa kita melakukannya? Jika hanya karena cinta kenapa tidak langsung menikah saja? Jangan konyol, kita masih muda dan tidak seharusnnya kita melakukan hal-hal yang diluar jalur, well bisa disebut juga sebuah peyimpangan. Kalian tidak mau kan hal buruk terjadi akibat kesenangan sesaat? SEX.

Aku tidak menyanggah juga kalau sex merupakan sebuah kebutuhan tetapi bukans sebuah keharusan di usia kita yang masih muda ini, at least tunggu sampai menikah dengan seseorang yang kita sayang dan cintai.

Bukankah indah jika kita melakukan hal intim dengan seseorang yang benar-benar mengisi hati kita? Pacaran memang mengisi hati, tapi kalian yakin apabila berpacaran kalian bisa menahan diri? Maybe, if you can't, mending jangan dulu pacaran dan fokus untuk kehidupan masa depan. Masa depan lebih cerah jika kita membuka pikiran kita terhadap hal-hal di sekeliling kita dan tidak terfokus pada hal kurang penting. Percayalah, 8 dari 10 pasangan yang berpacaran lebih mementingkan nafsu. Well, itu faktanya dan tidak disanggah bukan?

No offense.

XOXO

Whatever and What The Hell

Morning!

It's rare for me to post on this time, well let's English now. Actually I love English so much, even my friends at school can't speak English properly, but whatever, not my business.

School, ha! I think school is the most bored place ever, even though it's sometimes fun but lot of them? Trust me, make me so boring. Have you ever though that you living this world without school? Well, maybe if you were that must be really fun but I think world would be very boring at that time. Ok, stop talking about my dislikeness about school.
I think people need to stop to ask me whether I have friends or not, because in the fact? I'm pushed them from my circle. Why? I'm an independent boy ok!? Don't blame because who I am or what I am, that's natural guys, no judgement. I like to be alone but I never feel so lonely (sometimes), I love to stay in the dark. When I'm sad? I'm just sitting in the corner and listen to All By Myself all night long till I drop dead. Hell! That's fun and so much joy in there. Pain in the ass people, pain!
Fact is, I hate a lot of people here, because I think they're jerks and lack of moral. For example, in my class all the "ranking reacher" is a cheater, even the second one! Because I'm in the first place for two semester and that's amazing. But, still people in my class are CHEATERS and today, on my blog I declare my self as a CHEATER FIGHTER or JUSTICE FOR DUMMIES. Hahahaha, whatever loser! Get lost of my sight and start to gone from my fucking life! (sorry, my devil sides is just arise when I'm talking about enemies like cheaters.
Refresh!
Actually, I've good grades at school, especially on social, because I'm in social major. Why? It's because I love it, and I'm a little stuck on scientific things, but trust me I do love biology. It's fun, but skip the reproduction thing! Some people said that I'm smart, but somehow I feels that I'm stoopid, well not to metion but that what I'm exactly feel right now. I never read books or studying and all I do is just playing games, like Dragon Age (I love this game so much). Lately, I love an anime, Negima! ora Mahou Sensei Negima. It's fun with magical thing and fighting, it's like twisting or a mix of vanilla ice cream with strawberry creme. Yummy.

Let me ask you a question, do you love school? Why? or you love school so badly that you can't go away from kind of things like books and pencils. Whatever.

XoXo

Night Guys...

Well, gambar ini merupakan gambar langit, semua tau itu bukan? Tapi, aku selalu berpikir untuk hidup disana, sepertinya bebas. Ada yang mau hidup terkekang? Berani bertaruh, jika ada orang yang bilang iya maka orang itu amat sangat bodoh.
Entah kenapa kalau melihat langit hatiku [jika aku memang punya hati] selalu terasa damai, mungkin takdirku buakn tinggal disini tapi di langit. Ok, saatnya bangun dari perandaian dan melihat realita dimana aku tinggal di tanah, di negara berkembang Indonesia.
Hmmmm....jika aku sadar aku tinggal di Indonesia, aku selalu memarahi diriku sendiri dan terkadang menyalahkan Tuhan [meskipun tidak boleh]. Seperti yang telah kita ketahui, Indonesia itu merupakan negara yang penuh dengan konflik, well bisa di bilang ketika beberapa orang sedang membangun, tapi disisi lain beberapa orang berusaha menghancurkannya. Ironis bukan?
Sebagai pemuda, seharusnya kita bergerak aktif, bukan hanya bicara saja, atau seperti yang dikatakan salah satu iklan rokok "Talk Less Do More", well that's rite isn't? ambil saja pepatah "Tong kosong nyaring bunyinya." apa bedanya? Yang membedakan hanyalah bahasa, tetapi arti tetap sama.

Sebenarnya aku sedang mengerjakan penelitian, entah kenapa aku merasa jenuh dan bosan. Terkadang aku merasa seperti orang tua yang hanya mengomel akan berbagai hal tanpa memikirkan bagaimana cara untuk menghilangkan pikiran buruk terhadap hal itu. Menyebalkan bukan?
Aku yakin, sebagian atau bahkan keseluruhan dari kalian bosan dan tak mau mebaca ocehanku ini, tapi inilah aku, aku tak mau jadi orang lain, karena aku ingin orang mengenalku apa adanya, tanpa di rekayasa atau dibuat-buat, meskipun terkadang aku seperti ular sih...
:-p

XoXo

First Time

Hi guys...
Bonjour

Well, ini blog ke-6, setelah ke-5 blog saya tumbang, akhirnya bisa juga [lega]. Ok, maybe disini kita bakal bahas tentang keseharian saya, cerita, cerpen atau hal-hal menarik lainnya. Percayalah, pasti seru dan berkesan.
Aku tau ini pukul setengah 6, terlihat bodoh bukan? Ketika semua orang bersiap-siap untuk menghadapi hari Senin, tapi aku malah mempost di blog baru ini [LOL].

Ok, I'm going to take a bath and welcome aboard.

XOXO