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Have you ever love someone so deep that you can't let them go?

Well, I never have, I always pretend that I have someone I love, but the fact is I don't have anyone. All I do is just pushing people from my life and I start to crawling to the tower of loneliness, let's say that I rid my own feeling because I know when I love someone it'd be hurt someday.

Let's get to the point now, if you feeling "so lonely", I have some tips for you.

1. Listen to your favorite music, if you really wants to be alone just search for a good song about being alone

2. Write your own story, at least it will make you feel that you're sharing (if you post it online since you're so unsocial)

3. Looking for an interesting activity, at least it will make you so busy

4. Find out about your own self.

I think number 4 is the hard thing to do, why? Because sometimes we're afraid to encounter our true self, because all this time we're so naive pretending  to be someone perfect (but contrary we don't have to). Why you're so scared about showing your true self? Because you want to be perfect or you're ashamed of your true color, no one to blame in this case. But it's better for you to show you true self to people around you, I mean they will know you and you will confident to your own self.

Look, you don't need to afraid of your true self, dark or bright it is still your part and it INSIDE of you! So, stop ignoring your naive and start to realize that "THIS IS ME" and love yourself and your life.

Maybe you ever lie about something to people around you, but isn't nice if you just tell them the truth and stop pretending?